Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Upon Reflecting...

I see my other friends striving for business degrees and looking for jobs that suit them monetarily. I sometimes look at my life and think I've made the wrong choice. But once I speak up to myself I can finally hear my own voice. I don't care about making a million dollars (sure it would be nice) I care about making a difference in the world. Helping the American youth see the beauty in literature and the power it holds in life. Literature has literally inspired millions, caused wars, and bonded humanity. It is my privilege to be a teacher of such a subject.

This class has taught me to look outside of the box when it comes to the teaching field. The old methods aren't working, test scores are plummeting, and students are disinterested as ever. I've also learned some strategies to incorporate in my own classroom for the betterment of my students. For instance, literature circles are an awesome tool to use in the classroom. They are mini book clubs for the young! I feel once you have your class involved in lit circles then they will truly come to love the book itself. Instead of viewing it as homework students can view reading as fun. I've learned to engage students in anyway possible and getting them interested. If that means I have to come to class dressed up like Julius Caesar to help them comprehend the Shakespearean play...I'll do it. But, I have learned to be extremely prepared as a teacher. Preparedness is key in the classroom. If you do not know the material then your students will lose faith in your skills. However, it is OK to tell students you are unsure of something because knowing when to ask for help is a powerful skill. My philosophy of literature is as a follows: I believe literature and the humanities help define our roles as human beings in order to gather a better understanding of others we must enter their realities. Literature is essential to strong development in every person, and believe reading is a tool to enlighten students.

My performance in the class has taught me to slow down and be willing to change your ways. Teaching is an experiment and sometimes we have to shift things up to receive a better result. If you are unwilling to stop and reflect then what good will come in your classroom. Self-evaluation is pertinent to a stronger and better you. So I've learned to reflect on the classroom and be willing to change. Also, my performances along with others have taught me that the classroom does not have to be straight lecture. The classroom needs to be jam packed with fun and interesting aspects to garner student involvement. The group teach taught me that dealing with peers will be important to developing strategies in your classroom. If you place yourself with a great group of colleagues the feedback they will present to you may be vital to classroom enhancement.

So where am I as a teacher of English today? Well I am in the process of fine tuning myself and learning my own classroom identity. Before I can learn my student's diverse identities I need a strong grip of myself. I am in process of being a sponge that absorbs any potential strategy I find helpful for my classroom. I consider myself beginning to be a teacher of English who incorporates books, poems, stories which increase my students comprehension of others along with the reality of life. I want the information presented to transcend the classroom and I want students to say: "I learned so much in that class, including becoming a better person."

My Playlist

Let It Be by The Beatles

When I find myself in times of trouble, mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree,
there will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see,
there will be an answer. let it be.

Let it be, let it be, .....

And when the night is cloudy, there is still a light, that shines on me,
shine until tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music, mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be, .....

Piano Man by Billy Joel
It's nine o'clock on a Saturday
The regular crowd shuffles in
There's an old man sitting next to me
Makin' love to his tonic and gin

He says, "Son, can you play me a memory
I'm not really sure how it goes
But it's sad and it's sweet and I knew it complete
When I wore a younger man's clothes."

la la la, di da da
La la, di di da da dum

Sing us a song, you're the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well, we're all in the mood for a melody
And you've got us all feelin' all right

Now John at the bar is a friend of mine
He gets me my drinks for free
And he's quick with a joke and he'll light up your smoke
But there's some place that he'd rather be
He says, "Bill, I believe this is killing me."
As his smile ran away from his face
"Well I'm sure that I could be a movie star
If I could get out of this place"

Oh, la la la, di da da
La la, di da da da dum

Now Paul is a real estate novelist
Who never had time for a wife
And he's talkin' with Davy, who's still in the Navy
And probably will be for life

And the waitress is practicing politics
As the businessman slowly gets stoned
Yes, they're sharing a drink they call loneliness
But it's better than drinkin' alone


sing us a song you're the piano man
sing us a song tonight
well we're all in the mood for a melody
and you got us all feeling alright

It's a pretty good crowd for a Saturday
And the manager gives me a smile
'Cause he knows that it's me they've been comin' to see
To forget about their life for a while
And the piano, it sounds like a carnivore
And the microphone smells like a beer
And they sit at the bar and put bread in my jar
And say, "Man, what are you doin' here?"

Oh, la la la, di da da
La la, di da da da dum

sing us a song you're the piano man
sing us a song tonight
well we're all in the mood for a melody
and you got us all feeling alright

Man On The Moon by Kid CuDi

Alright run it
I never gave a fuck
I never a fuck about what niggas thought about me
I mean I did but like fuck it you know what I'm sayin
You gon' love me man
You gon' love me man

They can't comprehend
Or even come close to understanding him
I guess if I was borin they would love me more
Guess if I was simple in the mind
Everything would be fine
Maybe if I was jerk to girls
Instead of being nice and speakin kind words
Then maybe it would be ok to say then
I wasn't a good guy to begin with

But my mind is all crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy...
They got me thinkin I aint human,
Like I came in from above, above, above, above...
Feelin like a airplane in the sky
But then they say I'm crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy...
They got me thinkin I aint human,
Like I came in from above, above, above, above...
Feelin like a bird sittin high high

I be that man on the moon
I'm that man on the moon
And imma do what I do so
Do you hey hey
I be posted with my blunt and a brew my dude
I'm that man on the moon
I'm up up on the moon

Close my eyes, hide in the dark
It's a curtain call, come on come all
All I do is try to make it simple
The ones that make it complicated
Never get congratulated
I'm somethin different in all aspects
Don't want a woman just to love her assets
I Still wife her up even with her flat chest
The type to get hurt
But that's the past tense

My mind is all hazy, hazy, hazy, hazy...
I be thinkin that I'm wrong,
Cuz they used to call me lame, lame, lame...
My swag was a little different
But then my mind is hazy, hazy, hazy, hazy...
I be thinkin that I'm wrong.
But they the ones who lame, lame, lame, lame...
I got the last laugh nigga


I be that man on the moon
I'm that man on the moon
And imma do what I do so
Do you hey hey
I be posted with my blunt and a brew my dude
I'm that man on the moon
I'm up up on the moon